TeeMs~Journal

pagi tadi keluar jap pi bli a terrapin.named it bibo..sempena arwah bibi…but..maybe i’ll call it chichi?hmmmmm…. still in a dilemma… wel…chichi ni manja,energetic n cerdik sket banding dgn bibi…masa nak bli, ask uncle kedai nak kura2 betina..he laughed and said dat he dont know how to bezakan…nasib baik i pernah ask the fella who sold bobo to me..he said dat kura2 betina cengkerang bulat… so i fished out a fe-terapin…but its head got stuck in its shell and didnt want to come out…scary cat…so i took chichi…

just now,jeslyn ajak pi rasa mooncake yg halal, coz puasa, i took some home…suka mooncake:)..naik atas jumpa kak ja tengah ikat tali utk ketupat yg kakak cleaner buat…pandai kakak tu buat..so i offered a helping hand..bila dah siap, rachel offered bekas duit raya…we stapled them and went down.. yaw was hanging the ketupat n up rachel as the commander..hehe..but it was fun decorating the reception hall together… i think this is the nicest thing i felt between a few races n religion since grownup…:)

mmm…baru teringat..kena bli pasangan utk bobolah..bobo cepat sgt mbesar….xpasal2 dia gersang sorg2….tadi perasan ada kedai haiwan..mgkin kesana tegok2 jap agi……

The feeling of myself wanting to be surrounded by school life has been rather deeply implanted in me lately…i really want to get an oppertunity to be a secondary school teacher…my last experience was fantasticly nice…this saturday my medsi test..hope i lulus with flying colu0rs..

yesterday answered a survey Q "what annoyed me most?"..i thought bout that question the whole nite..men and women stereotyping,racism,hypocrites,talking big,unpleasent attitudes,moody people..rushed through my mind…suddenly the word "taken advantage of" popped up in bog bold letters..yes… thats it! ive always been in a situation where ive been taken advantage of, but too nice to say anything or do anything sbb xnak cari gaduh or nak jaga ati org lain..wat i can do is just try my best to enjoy the crap which makes my feel hypocritical..aaarrghhh!get really annoyed though..

yesterday.. didnt need to go and see clients with alvin or ms darrel…so started on the new requested requirements for the SAS system i developed….luch time see ckgu wahi…he wanted to help me make this koko system for the school…thought of letting my junior join in..tapi syg…kamil got pita to do..buat jerla…making the system general so it can catter all schools, not charging much pun…murah…so if u know any teachers yg mengeluh pasal nak manually kira koko students…dont forget to let me know…=)

tiba di sekolah to discuss on the system koko req..agak tharu…students who knew me all sapa with smiles…going back i was in a hurry already…. lunch time over…but students yelled to each other that i was there…in my mind.."oh no, ive been spotted..cepat2…lari"but in my heart, i really wanted to stop by and update wid em..finally while i drove my car out of the gate but idham succeeded in stopping my car by standing infront of it..nevertheless..had to open my window and talk wid him…huhu…he pujuk me to be thier teacher and come back to school.he stated that thier studies worsened when i left.waaa….terharunya….i didnt know i meant that much to them… nak je kluar n hug them all…sayang sngt kat semua….hope one day i can be a teacher n shed light and smiles to my students… got several complements that ive got teacher materials…amin..thnks for the complement

baru ari first…tapi…badan dah rasa panas2…penat n tekak kering..oh oh..tadi xsengaja ttelan kahak..harap2 xbatal posa..amin…suddenly ms darrel inform suh ikut dia pi tender meeting.pi jerla…kat KLIA holdings…ikut je ms darrel ke..alvin ke..mst macam2 cakap dalam keta…drg dah hidup lama…n rajin try this n that…so dengar je penglaman depa..kita ni..jarang bjalan.so lastly end up tekak kering sbb byk ckp…waaaaa…parents jenis homely type n xbagi anak dara drg ni ada life sendiri lagi…xsabar nak kawennnnnn….abang rajin jalan n love to explore things wid me….love him so much…

yesterday sms ngan zeti, his little sister…donno how she rasa dat we planned our wedding already..thank goodness we have her blessing…InsyaAllah, abang will suarakan hasrat dia dalam 2 bulan ni…please,sapa2 yg tengah baca ni, tolong2 bacakan doa for me so dat everything goes fine…huhu..i need it…thanks..klakarla,cam desperado lak..padahal xder pape pun..i just need all d support there is…thanks frends!!love u all..

baru stat kje sini..CTI Resources Sdn Bhd…everything ok…mostly coz environment dia friendly, independent and trustworthy…anyway, mainly coz i dah kenal my boss during my partime wid em… big company..keselruhn dalam 200 pekerja…heard the place is so nice that the staff xnak bhenti….

tah best thing is, im respected for my work.. im the only SE here n i’ll be handling projects on software development n support..wuhooo!im on the biometrics team…hopefully, hope CTI is better than Codegen… cant work in a place were i dont feel safe and have loyal friends…hopefully after 6 months of working here, i wouldnt want to go anywhere else….