TeeMs~Journal

what day was yesterday? oh yes….sunday…sunday…before subuh athan..around 5am…me and my hubby woke up for  tahajud sunnah solah….i woke up first and after praying tahajud and witir…(i remember a silly friend mocking my religion by saying “you muslims pray so unflexible, we hindus can even pray in the car”…well…i didnt reply coz that comment was so stupid,finger pointing,ignorant and i didnt like her after that….for your info for none muslims, islam is flexible…we can pray in the car for certain conditions such as travelling..including on a camel/horse or aeroplane aslong as the place is clean from dung….actually the solah is not actually praying….solah is movements in worshipping the Holy Mighty and contains readings for every step…solah is divided into two..wajib which is compulsary 5 times a day and sunnah which we do for extra reward..i think muslims is the cleanest beings on earth coz other than it is compulsary to take care of our hygiene(bathing, washing after the loo with soap and water and such…when i was liing in england..i just couldnt understand why the folks there claim that before eating you must wash your hands with soap and water to get rid of germs…but when they go to the loo…they just clean *it* up with paper towels and justw ash their hands????yuck!!i think shit has much more germs dont you think?cant imagine how their pants smell after dierria…and another info…muslims wash with water but can wash up using other stuff if there isnt any water…and another…we wash our *ehem* using our left hand and eat with our right…so…it isnt disgusting like how you claim it to be)..we also have to wash our bodies before the solah with water and cant have any seen dirt on our hands,feet and face..well…after the solah…then we pray to God for forgiveness and ask for things…we can also zikir which is like chanting words praising God for extra reward….)…all i can say…a real muslim life is like living life by gaining reward for after death…coz we arent promised that we wont be tortured in the grave and go to hell before going to heaven…and heaven is divided into 7 levels and hell is divided into 7 too base on our good and bad deeds on earth….any deed as the size of a grain is counted….so even if you have thought something wicked and even done anythin but no one saw you doing it..it will be counted….so beware =D

hmmm….i wasnt really goin to do a islamic documentary for my post today…hahaha….well..back to my story….

after performing the tahajud solah…i had a time waking my hubby up….but he eventually woke up and needed my hugs to get him fully off the bed…after we finished performing subuh solah..i couldnt go back to sleep and starting chatting…eventually…i we became hungry, got ready and hit the 24hr mamak stall for roti canai…yum2…=Dafter that, we went to taman tasik shah alam…and recovered our past memories going there when we were teenagers…then we went to pkns for mcD icecreams while reading the sunday paper(we were the first customers),bee’s buns and bought a motivational islamic book on pregnancy long with a  CD by muhammad al’hafiz reciting surah in the al-quran(im this kids fan!!..love his soothing voice…he has such talent at a young age…)

we came back home at 12pm =D..hahahahha..this is the first time i went out somewhere at 6am and came back at 12pm without taking a bath first!!!..it was very funny…but i really enjoyed it….well…i and hubby have to start saving…this weekend we spended around rm300 in just 2 days…yipes!we are plannin to move out at the end of this month…finally!!cant wait…

k..thats al for today…im 9 weeks pregnant now and somehow having some pain in my pelvik area again…huhuhuhuhu…hope everything is going to be fine…. have  great haji holiday you all(8 dec)….bubaiiii dears

at fisrt..i was interested in searching stories…as brain food for creativity…but now im hearing to the second cool audio mp3 found in teenage diaries(nope…not princess diaries..hehe)…one was about a guy who didnt fit in while having a black father and white mother..the second one was about a teenage mom at 18…this website gives out tape recorders to teenagers to record interesting teenages life around the country..well..i think its from the US…sounds interesting…i hear them and imagine these people talking and living their lives and problems….when you hear these individuals speaking out…you understand that everyone has their own worries…

reminds me..i used to record my feelings and diary when i was in secondary school…those were the times when you become someone and outstanding among your friends along with dozens of teenage worries mainly of boys…hehe(now im married…hooray!)…i recorded only on one tape…but didnt like it..felt like i was talking to myself and my voice seemed so loud that i was afraid my brother would hear it..haha..a few years later…my family found the tape…duh!but i didnt mind…somehow i felt that if anyone took the time hearing that dumb tape..they must me bongkers or something..hahaha…dont even know if anyone did hear it…=D

well…if anyone of you love biography and listening while learning about the people around you…try and hear teenagediaries…this is the website…

http://www.radiodiaries.org/teenagediaries.html

yes!you do need a audio player…window media player works fine…=)

 enjoy!~ SunTulips(

deaR blog,

how are you?had breakfast?i just finished munching on an apple…today,i bought 2 apples to the office for snack…never used to bring fruits to the office before..now its an alltime delicacy coz it doesnt upset my poor stomache.. i used to be a vege lover, wasnt keen on eating fruits..but since i got pregnant.. i love fruits…dont really like vege anymore…so i just swallow..but some vege makes me sick…can feel how my hubby feels when i try to persuade him to eat vege before…just for the tip..he’s not a vege lover like i used to be…~hehe

yesterday was my first morning sickness which i hope will never happen again..like you know..im proud that im one of those women who dont vormit all the time due to morning sickness..i just get headaches and the erge to throw up(but never do)…yesterday night…while i was in the living room, my sis(she flew all the way from indonesia to settle her JPA loan forms) was cooking… fried squid..somehow..i think she put in onions…the smell was horrifying!!!i used to adore the smell so i didnt say aything when my bro asked me why i pinched my nose considering to him the smell was so delicious…i started to have an headache so i ran outside the house into the fresh air…my dad has a small pool where he keeps his koi fish and prawns…and also where i put my pet turtle bobo and fifi(hehe…now they have friends…)…around 10minutes…i got thirsty so i wanted to get a drink..so i forced myself in the house with the davistating aroma around and went to the kitchen where i found myself throwing up in the sink…haha..didnt stay a second to wash it up (wonder if my sis cleaned it..never asked)…saw a flaskfull of water so grabbed it and ran outside while my sis asked me why i didnt ask anyone to help get it…had that idea..but didnt want to bother anyone..including i was having a headache so i didnt want to yell from outside…staying outside..i had a time getting over nausea and of course.. got some mosquito bites…huhuhu…hate mosquito’s(ithink i spelled mosquito wrong somehow.. you think?)

my uncle+family drove all the way from kelantan on vacation..its the school holidays..but today they’re leaving for kajang>then melacca…i think a lot of malaysians are on holiday now…if you are/ or just came back from holiday…happy holidays…hope u had a great holiday…for me…im just staying at home taking care of myself…being with my family is a holiday..

taker you all!!

luv,

Fateema Dzulkifli

[writing in english for this post...as a way to sharpen my english...]

just woke up from a snooze at the surau….its been a long time since my tummy has been feeling well…its upsetting you know…if i eat carbohidrat…i feel like vormiting..if i eat fruits…my gastric level is as high it can get around half an hour after….yep!all this in one pregnancy….

my job now? finished all the paperwork..so…upgrading my current Risk Inventory System to version 3 for Innofocus Electromed..i was suppose to insert data manually into the system when i had a great idea..after discussing with the my mother about the priority, advantages and time frame.. all set to go…other than adding small changes for user friendliness as my own addition to the system..im really suppose to create a portion of interface which will pull data from Excel File into the system…sounds easy just that i have to study the current system i developed 1year ago, how to code again (were i will stressed out for a few days over errors and bugs)and tally the system with the excel format used by this company. Being me, im happy when coding..but….it just doesnt suit my carefree lifestyle… coding is exhausting….so after this…no more coding(hope so..)

well…that’s all…next month i will know where i’ll be posted at…Allah loves me…he has set my oppertunities all just at the right time….i can just pray what is set for me is the best thing for me…amin…will be moving out living with my hubby…its time for me to grow up and explore the world as an adult…=)what am i feeling??im terrified!!but life has to start somewhere….

Good to go…hope you friends are living well…take care

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Contact details of OPTIMAX Eye Specialist Centre, Sunway Selangor
No 11 Ground Floor, Jalan PJS 11/28B,
Bandar Sunway, 46150, Petaling Jaya. Selangor 

dear blog,

assalamualaikum semua…..

sihat??….thanks alot for the comments…

=)alhamdulillah…aku sihat walfiat…. dah lama sangat x online….teruja nak post sementara boleh post blog ni…hehe

how is my pregnancy?dah masuk beberapa minggu….so macam2 terjadi… dah pergi scan…nampak sack baby….tapi xnampak lagi baby…InsyaAllah…harap bulan depan nampaklah baby ni…selera pun kurang…entah…lidah rasa semacam…klau dok sendiri…xnak makan tapi paksa makan buah so leh makan ubat…skang ni siang malam telan ubat iron, vit C, vit B kompleks n asid folik…nasi lak jadi tajam..lepas makan je start sakit perut, muntah n cirit-birit….xleh bau minyak masak, lagi2 yg dok panas atas dapur…B.U.S.U.K..kkekeke…so faham2lah skang cuti dari memasak…nasib baik x morning sickness cam yg selalu dengar2…. hubby lak asyik penin2 lalat….terkena couvade atau stress kerja..xtau yg mana satu…tp xteruk sangatlah..alhamdulillah…yg pelik sebab dia xnah camni..so rasa dia couvade..hahaaha…kelakar lak camner abg yg x mengandung lak yg terkena tempiasnya……camner pun..seronok mengandung…rasa dimanjai..wakakakaka

aritu…ada berita menakutkan..start berdarah…banyak juga…darah gelap dan pekat…untuk beberapa hari…takut pun ada…terjadi bila aku start actif dan buat itu ini….sejak tu…ibu x bagi kje n baring je…hukhuk..macam2 teori n advice yg dapat….ada yg kata placenta x kukuh…buang darah kotor…macam2…tapi akhirnya terperap kat rumahlah…ibu x bagi keluar berjalan sampai seminggu lebih…so ni dah start kje balik….haaa… ni ada berita baru…ada new staff rupanya kat innofocus electromed…terkejut gak mula2… adik firdaus syawal..kawan masa kat SMKAM…kecik tol dunia kan?…=)

skang ni cuti sekolah…UPSR result pun baru dapat..alhamdulillah…dari 6 sepupu yg menduduki UPSR tahun ni…3 org dapat 5A…tahniah…sedara2 kelantan pun mai selangor berjalan…ayah long n anak2nya 7 orang dah beberapa hari menetap kat rumah…hehe..seronok gak rumah sibuk n ramai…adik beradik 3 org je n semua besar2..so rumah xnah meriah sangat…hehe…tiber2 lak rasa nak ramai anak :P….tengok kemampuanlah..hehe…

k..itu je pengalaman terkini..hope u all the best in life…mmuaks..c ya when i c ya =)

changes… my life since marriage has never stopped changing and experimenting….is you life changing too? last friday went to the doctors..yep..i am pregnant… went early one day coz i found out i bled a few drops of blood.. the doctor told me to rest coz my womb is not strong enough yet… went home and still felt pain on my pelvik area… have any of you experience the same?

dont worry..im fine…just need a lot of rest…..hope u all are happy and living life to your fullest……bubuiiii

dear blog,

tengah dengar lagu Faizal Tahir ni….hmmm… terlintas dalam fikiran…camner isteri dia tahan ngan perasaan cemburu dapat suami yg superstar???hehe…me??im a jelouse person…what is mine is mine….haha….nasib baik dapat suami yg sama perangai…penyayang…cemburu…so sama2 mau ingatlah
aritu dah buat pregnancy test…klau 2 line tanda pregnant, klau 1 line tanda bukan pregnant…mula2 test…cuma nampak 1 line…kecewa so tinggalkan pregnancy test tu..tiber2..dalam 3 minute, hubby panggil suh datang tengok…rupa2nya nampak ada satu garis yg kurang jelas timbul…rupa2nya…hubby sedar isteri dia malas nak layan..dia lak yang excited jaga pregnancy test tu..hehehe…nasib baik…

so skang ni…aku mungkin pregnant kitorang nak baby boy…adik laki aku lak nak anak buah dia jadi baby girl yg comel..kelakar lak…apa2 je pun ok…yg penting selamat…masuk www.pregnancy.org…dapat banyak maklumat bes…yang paling bernilai kalender yang digenerate berdasarkan tarikh terakhir kita keluar period..kalendar tu akan bagitau perkembangan bayi dalam badan si ibu ebrdasarkan hari demi hari….

walau bagaimanapun belum lagi jumpa doctorlah untuk pegesahan.,..akan pi sabtu ni..mak pesan amik folic asid(teringat pesanan lala)….dah masuk 2 minggu kering….so dah sah…TAHNIAH KERANA ANDA BAKAL MENDAPAT BABY….hehehe..akhirnya..cik abg excited, risau n happy..samalah kita..harap2 skang ni semua selamat….takut gak kelahiran abnormal/ektopik/keguguran..tapi xnaklah bincang prkara ni awal2..InsyaAllah..semua akan berjalan lancar…tapi risiko tu ada..so harap kawan2 semua dapat sama2 berdoa dalam hati “Ya Allah,semoga anak pertama Fateema binti Dzulkfili dan Mohd Hafiz Syazwan bin Termizi selamat membesar dan lahir ke dunia tanpa sebarang cacat cela dan sangat comel n suka tersenyum..amin”..ok…terima kasih untuk doa2 kalian…im very happy..(hehe..saja je masuk beberapa ayat terakhir tu sebab hubby nak anak yg suka tersenyum…penangan tengok criter jepun yg dia nangis aritu..haha)

mungkin ada yg ingintahu apa perubahan yang dialami sebelum pregnant n selepas pregnant?skang ni…asyik buang air kecik…senak bahagian pelvik…rasa cam nak dtg bulan tp xdtg2…badan lenguh n sakit….rasa xpuas ati…dahaga…perasaan kucar kacir..muka senang tumbuh jerawat…rasa xsihat n xfit…rasa cam terkongkong sebab xleh banyak bergerak…rasa nak marah..penat…rasa sedih…// tapi…..pada masa sama…rasa sayang…rasa gembira..rasa teruja..rasa bertanggungjawab..dah mula baca surah2…doa2 untuk baby ni…seriously..buat kawan2 yg belum kawin….klau kita menghayati kehidupan berkahwin banding dengan single mingle..mmang 100% jauh berbeza…cam main game lah…pernah main game kan?..alaaa..sekurang2nya kecik2 dulu main tetris pun dikira sebagai game…ada level-level yang perlu dicapai kan?…kira level berkahwin level 2…n level mengandung jadi level 3…jaga anak sampai boleh bercakap, berfikir n berjalan level 4…anak masuk sekolah dan mencapai kejayaan level 5..anak masuk univerisiti dan berjaya level 6…anak bekerja dan kawin level 7…hadapi realiti dapat cucu/ menopaus level 8…hidup bahagia dengan pasangan menghabiskan hari2 terakhir bersama level 9…kira level 10 ni jumpa pasangan kat syurga…InsyaAllah… amin…dalam setiap level tu ada cabaran2 n dugaan nya tersendiri…my aim is to achieve all levels with success…=D

hehe…dulu pun..ngan cik abg…main game ni gak…masa hari terakhir matrik…jumpa dia n terangkan kat dia level2 game yg perlu kita sama2 hadapi…level terakhir adalah perkahwinan…berjaya gak dalam game tu…klakarlak..nampaknya…im always happy in a childish way…

aha~lupa nak share exciting info…jumaat ni telinga baby mula terbentuk n sabtu ni jantung mula berdegup…xsabar nak lalui hari2 tu….ciptaan Allah memang hebat n menakjubkan…heeeeeee……walaubagaimanapun, kecik sangat so xrasa apa2 lagi dalam badan..sebab sebesar dalam 1.4cm je…=D so baby…cepat2lah membesar ye…:)

sadly…minggu ni mungkin minggu terakhir rajin post blog..minggu depan start kje sket so malas kot nak criter apa2..tinggal kat rumah org tua kat shah alam lak..saja meluangkan masa cari income lebih untuk menabung…kita xtau secabar mana dugaan yg akan bakal kita hadapi…tol x?sekurang2nya…duit ada gak dalam tangan…ringan sket beban…yg penting skang harap sgt2 posting dekat shah alam/bangi…amin

ok…thanks coz baca blog ni kawan2…hope u a great happy change n an adventoruos journey ahead of u…

tataaaaa,

fateema