Archive for June, 2009

counting days till i get my present…

Wednesday, June 10th, 2009

2 weeks holiday n im enjoying it in boredom…..me alone and the tv… do a little of house chores but hmmmm…. cant stand up straight for long…lucky to have an understanding hubby…..

my sis just flew back to her fearful indonesia 2days ago…she cant wait to finish her studies.. she goes on and on how indonesians are racist and treat malaysians badly….how her lecturers seem to dislike malaysians and her indonesians friends can see how different they are being treated….its unhappy to know this considering how nice malaysians treat indonesians here in malaysia…i have made friends with alot of indonesians here and they say how nice people in Malaysia are….Maybe coz Malaysia is a multi race country, we have been taught to tolerate and respect each other from different race and background since small….i feel bad for my little sis…just want her to be happy….all i can do now is pray for her to finish her studies quickly and live happily here in Malaysia….

next week start work again….ive become a bit hot tempered since im pregnant…i realise how impatient i can become….i cant blame myself entirely coz just imagine…. during my free hours…im rushing to mark my students books/eat/maintain computer lab/assess students SPM projects…when the bell rings…im dragging my balloon body up the stairs since my mathematic classes are all on the top floor..when i arrive…im greeted by a noisy classroom…i feel angry all of a sudden and sad…just dont understand why form2 students now dont respect a teacher in class….when i was form 2….we all went silent when a teacher enters a class as a sign of respect….zaman dulu lain dari zaman skang……why is it like this???is malaysia becoming a nation where respect is lost in our hearts for the elderly?….

in 3 weeks i’ll be delivering my baby girl….how will she look like? hope she will be an adorable healthy little thing….im trying to teach her ‘lailahaillallah’ in the womb….just read that if we teach this to a small child, InsyaAllah.. the parents would easily have a chance to go to heaven…amin…just noticed that she also might like my hubby’s hands…why? coz when she’s kicking my belly playing around, she kicks harder when i cover her with my hands, but when my hubby covers his hands…she quietly goes back to sleep….magic..hehe

k..the next time i blog..my baby is already out….hope so.. pray for my safety and my baby’s…see ya all…